The last trip down the memory lane was surprisingly great.
It was short, yet very meaningful. I guess that’s why it’s good to appreciate
things and people around u - it’ll make u at ease and in peace. Praise the Almighty lord for blessing me with
all these sweet things that happened to me. Today, my fiancée texted me about
how she couldn’t recall of me being sweet, dropping by when she was working
just to check up on her. Sigh.... Although she did recall something else and I
didn’t. ROFL. Anyway, before I go rambling about her, I’m so not obsessed with
her that I would dedicate this whole blog about her, like many other people
that I know of. LOL.
I remembered clearly about this particular incident when one
day she asked me why I love her. I choked. Speechless. The question had me
thinking for a while. I really thought that it was one of those tricky
questions like it doesn’t matter how one’s going to answer, the result would
always seem to reflect how one isn’t going to be a great partner! I couldn’t
say she was pretty (not because she’s not) but then she might say “oh so u’re
into physical attraction!”. I couldn’t say she’s understanding as well cos we did
have series and series of arguments. Damn!!!
Then I told her, I’m sorry but really I can’t think of a
reason... “I don’t have a reason why I love you. I’m sorry. But really, I don’t
think I need a reason to love you. And sorry if this isn’t the answer you wanna
hear from me.” And I can’t remember how she reacted to that actually. Now that
I think of it, I guess that should be the best answer one could ever give.
Corny as one might say but who cares, at least I know I passed the test (if
there was one LOL) :DDDDD